there are so many atoms.

atoms that combine to make happiness, death, movies. wine. the smoke from a cigarette.

growing up: we never watched sports on television, except figure skating. my father watches nascar. and boxing, i think, occasionally. I went briefly to a superbowl party tonight and left shortly after arriving

home to a sad dog.

i needed some time alone, and i got it. my world is a chaotic one lately.
more atoms than necessary